Thursday, February 12, 2009

Thursdays...

Okay so here I am. Hanging out in the Union in between classes. And I really have to pee. But that is besides the point. But really, do these things have a point? Not sure. I like them tho.
I like my Thursday schedule because I only have two classes and they both are fun. I never thought my public speaking class would be fun but it is! I think it is because of the teacher. He is really funny but I feel bad for him because no one ever laughs at his stuff. I think because it is at 8 in the morning and half of the class is asleep. Actually probably most of the class. I'm just used to getting up at this time now so I'm not that tired. But he really reminds me of myself because he will be going along with something that pertains to speeches and then all of a sudden he will crack himself up and stop and tell us the story that he is thinking of. And I do that all the time!!!!
Okay that reminds me on this thing that was bothering me the other day. I have finally found some really good friends here at school and I'm slowly being able to be myself around them - but not totally. But we were at dinner the other night and and they were talking about stuff and some of it was really hilarious and I was laughing. And they were making fun of me (naturally) and I'm really okay with that now. (I used to get pretty offended when people would point out all this stuff like I'm not the smartest and even got the comment once "How did you even get into college?" But I don't care so much anymore. I'm trying to not take stuff so personally) But anyway, it was really funny so I was laughing. And I know I have this thing where I have a hard time stopping laughing when something is like really funny. And I could laugh about something for like 10 minutes. (Kinda also how people get really annoyed when I watch the Gag Reel on movies 5 times in a row or keep rewinding something that is awesome - it just doesn't stop being funny for me) But they were all like "Melinda just settle down." And I was settled. I was just having fun and enjoying my time. I don't know. Maybe that is something I should stop. But I just think it is so much better to laugh and have a good time then go through life with a stick shoved up your ass. And I seem to have some friends that are okay with it. So I probably won't change how I am. Sorry if you were looking for something different. I just want to have a good time and laugh. And I know I can laugh kinda loudly. I know I'm loud. But someone told me that is because "I have such a big personally and if I wasn't loud, I would burst." That was really told to me, that is a truth fact. But I thought that was really nice of them to say because they can be pretty pissed at me at times when I have trouble shutting up. Well that was a bunch of rambleing on stuff that doesn't matter hahaha. See I'm sitting here in the Union writing this and I'm cracking myself up. I try to have calming, soft music on my iPod during the day so that I won't get so hyper but stuff still seeps out. And I really have to pee. But I don't have a clue where the bathrooms are in this place.
Okay I'm back (You didn't even know I was gone) But I found the bathroom, it was just around the corner and I got some food. It will be 3 before I'm back in my room so I won't have time to eat. I have observation hours today so yea. But I think I'm done for the day. That was a lot I think. Anyway, I hope everyone has a great Thursday. :)

2 comments:

  1. Aw, don't let people talk shit about you. You are just way too awesome. I <3 that fact that you laugh endlessly about things. Don't stop having fun and enjoying your time. You will become a bitter old hag if you do that. And I would miss the real Melinda!

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  2. i am fucking in love with you! lol i was laughing through your blog. its so very you. im happy you are doing better! i love you and miss you tons!!!

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