Well it is Feb 15. And it's safe to say that the day-of-love turned out like it always does. Disappointing. Even though I didn't have the display at school where everyone gets flowers and it's obnoxious, I still had a shitty day.
Oh well, that day is gone and today is something completely different. I think it is finally happening. I am starting to find my place at this school. I have some really good friends and for the most part they are okay with me.
Even though I am feeling better here, it is still hard to accept that things are so different with friends at home. Everyday it gets easier but I still feel like I was robbed from great friendships that didn't have enough time. I felt like I met or really hung out with some awesome people in my senior year and it's stupid that I only had one solid year with them. But I know that it doesn't mean we will never be friends. And it will get better. Just wasn't expecting all of that I guess
Okay that was all.
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I am sorry your Valentine's day sucked. But am happy that things are starting to go well at school. Keep your fingers crossed it happens for me as well.
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