YAY!

Okay I thought I was gonna come on here and rant about something but honestly I don't have anything to complain about. My friend told me the other day, "You know Melinda, you just always seem to be happy and in a good mood and laughing." And I realized, they are right. I'm finally to the point where I am having fun and not worrying about little stuff anymore. Heck, sometimes I don't even worry about the big stuff, stuff that kinda needs me attention and worry. Like my physics test, that I just got a 40% on. Yea, I should be freaking out and studying my ass off, but I'm not. I just study for as long as my mind can handle it and then I go to sleep. The only thing I'm worried about it is getting more sleep tonight than I have in the past three nights. I thought I could revert back to my old ways and go to sleep at 2 in the morning and get up at 6:45 and be just fine throughout the day and do that for the whole week and then catch up on the weekend. But I don't think I can do that anymore. I did it for 3 nights in a row and this morning I was really feeling it. It took a lot of energy to get out of bed this morning. I just had to keep telling myself that the sooner I get up and get this day over with, then the sooner it will be Friday. And now you are thinking, man I want it to be Friday too. Then the weekend will be here and I can sleep a bit more and get caught up on homework and studying. But I am really just excited for Friday.
And you ask yourself, why especially Friday??
And I will let you
You see, I kinda have a date on Friday.


**Editor's note. I wrote this last Thursday but never published it cause my computer was being an ass and I just realized that it didn't post.